As we were pulling away from the shopette it dawned on me what I had planned to do tonight. I couldn't believe I was actually going to do this.

Was it to late to turn back, what if I didn't have fun. All these what ifs running through my head, and the knot in my stomach was growing by the minute. They tried to relax me, make me feel at ease by explaining the place and the rules and such, but here I was in the car with this couple that I was going to play with tonight. What if they didn't like the things I did, what if they found me unappealing, what if they made me uncomfortable, then what. God how I wished he was here, able to calm my nerves, able to make me feel sexy, able to make that first move in case I couldn't.

He knew what to say, how to approach the unapproachable. I felt so alone, so scared, so nervous, so excited. I took a shot, maybe that would make me feel a little more loose, maybe it would help with my inhibitions.

It took awhile to work, but then I could feel a warm relaxation come over me. I felt as if I might be able to go through with this, and have fun. We walked up to the club and I felt my knees go weak, and the knot in my stomach get a little bit larger, I still wasn't sure what to expect. This hot woman in a skin tight dress opened the door. It made me feel better knowing I had dressed appropriately for the occasion.

My little black mini skirt was just short enough to be sexy without looking slutty.

The white top I wore left a lot to the imagination, yet still revealed the sexy figure I had underneath. My friends showed me where to go to sign a release form, and to ask any questions we might have.

While I was signing the dotted line I could feel my hands shake with anticipation.

What might tonight bring. Then the owner walked up, and introduced himself to me, and told me if I had any questions, problems, or needed anything then let him know. He had a way about him that made me a little less nervous. Rich then turns to me, and says well do you want the tour.

I was like sure, cause so far all it looked like was a small private bar. He took me down this hallway, which made me feel as if I was in a fun house, and we came around the corner to this lounge with a big screen TV playing porn. It was the first thing that made me excited yet scared all at the same time.

Then he took me around the corner, and there is this sex swing hanging from the ceiling as well as three different style beds. Rich then says my goal is to do Becky in this swing. I then got this erotic word picture of being in the swing with some guy pounding into me while I was screaming and holding on for the ride of my life. We then left that area, and we went to the other side of the club so I could see the rest of the rooms. We walked through this beaded curtain, and turned the corner into another lounge with more couches and another TV playing porn. There was three different hallways we could go down, so we choose the closest one.

That led us to a private room with mirrors, a black light and glowing stars on the wall. I just thought the black light was so cool, and by now I was relaxing so I got fascinated with it. We left that room and headed around the corner to the shadow room. This room turned me on just being in it, it had a couch for viewing and this bed that had a shadow curtain around it.

So you could see the silhouette of a couple having sex or you could lift the curtain and let people watch. The thought of watching a couple was starting to turn me on, but I wasn't ready to fool around with them yet. We took a tour of the other rooms, but they didn't draw me like the shadow room did. There was something about that room that made me feel like it was where things where going to happen that night. However I kept it to myself. I could really start to feel the buzz of the shot now, but I needed to keep it going. I opened one of my drinks, and asked if we could play pool while we waited for others to show up. That is when I saw the wall of naked women. Mainly there was just soft place shots, but there were a few willing to bare it all. It got me horny thinking about my soft place being up there for other to lust after. I knew before I left that night my soft place would be on that wall. I wanted to make the pool seem more interesting so I suggested we play for something.

That is when Rich suggested we play for sexual favors. What better way to break the ice than to jump in with both feet. So we played for the opportunity to make out with each other. I still wasn't sure how far I was willing to go, but I figured we had just gotten there I had plenty of time to decide.

However I made sure I gave each of them a really nice look at my soft place, I tried really hard to hit balls only on there side of the table. By now people were starting to show up, but nothing had rocked my world, or even peaked my interest so far. Which was getting me a little disappointed, and a little hesitant.

I wanted to play, but I wanted to have better selection than what was there.

The owner kept talking to us, like he was trying to get a feel for what I wanted. What I was up for. I was really just having fun, but Rich's back was starting to bother him, so he asked that we stop playing and go sit down. So we walked back to the table, and I thought this is the perfect time to get my picture taken. So we stopped the owner and asked for my opportunity to get up on the wall.

He jumped at the chance to take my picture. So I stripped my skirt off in front of the club, which made me feel powerful, and like I was on display for the world to see. That for once it didn't matter what others thought of me, cause at that moment I felt sexy. As I sat there posing in the way he wanted me too, I felt euphoric, that it didn't matter if I played tonight or not, that I could still feel sexy meant more to me than anything.

As I got dressed and was walking back to the table I got a few looks, and a comment of damn girl. That was quite the boost for me cause I don't know how it was meant, but it was taken as well at least someone enjoyed the show I just gave. Just then the owner came over and said thank you, you helped liven up the place. It was amazing the sense of excitement that hit me then.

So Rich chimes in that I am suppose to find someone besides them to play with.

The owner then pulls out a wad of cash and says how much to meet me later, and damn did I feel sexy.

I felt like I wish I hadn't come with them cause I didn't want people think I was just there to play with them. I actually wasn't even in the mood to play with them, but I couldn't tell them that. The owner then says well there are a bunch of people into you. I couldn't believe it, yet this club did wonders for my ego, my mentality, and well my marriage. He then introduced me to one of the people, and his name was Rod. I thought well he is cute, why didn't I see him come in. I wonder how into me he is, or did he just enjoy me showing my soft place. I wasn't ready yet though so we just exchanged pleasantries and then I turned to Becky and asked her if she would dance. We danced one dance but I could tell she wasn't into it.

She was really bringing me down, and I knew I needed to ditch them with out it looking like I ditched them. So I took a couple opportunities to shake my soft place on the dance floor, and looked around the club for anyone I might like to play with. Then I say this hot guy, and I thought oh my he would be fun to play with. He was toned and had this build that made me want to just do him right there. I wanted to get up the nerve to go talk to him, but I decided it might be more fun to go over and talk to Rod and see what he was into. So I walked over to the bar, and sat down. I wasn't sure what to say or do, being forward isn't my strong suit. If he was here I keep thinking he would know exactly what to say, no matter how it might come out he would make sure Rod knew I was interested. Yet he wasn't there, I had to do it on my own. Could I, would I, well I guess there was only one way to find out.

So after some small talk he asked me to dance, and well I love dancing even if I can't do it worth a darn, so I jumped for the chance to rub up against him, to make him feel my body pressed against his. As we where dancing I could feel him getting hard as I rubbed my soft place into his groin, I could feel his lust for me. God the power I felt, I couldn't even describe it, but it was awesome this feeling of knowing someone who wasn't my husband was wanting to play me.

It gave me the strength to be a little more forward, but I still was a little shy so I let him take the lead. He led me back to the bar, cause he still wanted to give me the chance to back out. Then he asked someone to watch the door so we could walk around. I felt a draw to the side of the club where the shadow room was so I pulled him that way.

We first went into the black light room, but he could tell as well as I that it wasn't the room for us to play in. So we wandered back to the shadow room.

That room made me feel safe cause I could let people watch, or not, but it was my call. So we wandered into the room and I was telling him the things about the room that I liked.

Then he came up from behind me and started kissing my neck, then he began to work his way around to my left ear. He then took the lobe into his mouth, teasing me into a moan.

I could feel my legs go weak and my body responding to his. Then he started feeling my body with his hands. He ran his hands down my arms, across my stomach, part way up my shirt, down my thigh, up my inner thigh to my waiting softness. I could feel his hard length pressing into my lower back. I then turned and kissed his waiting lips. He thrust his tongue into my mouth and I thrusted right back.

I began touching him as well, down his back, under his shirt, up his arms, but I was still a little bashful, so I didn't touch him anywhere else. I then broke contact in order to set my drink down. When I turned back around he was on the bed, and it opened the window for me to join him. So I started kissing him again and he laid on his back so I then strattled him. Pushing my softness down onto his length. I could feel it through my clothes pushing into me, begging to be released from the constraint of his pants, and to be inside of me.

I then helped him take my shirt off, but I let him know that I was nursing, so that it was best to leave my bra on, unless he didn't mind getting some milk on him.

I was hoping he wouldn't mind cause it was such a turn on for me as well. I then had the thought of I wish he was here, so he could watch, make comments, suggestions, but I knew that the more details I could remember the better since he will want as many as I can give.

Then I helped him out of his shirt. I thought well, he isn't bad, I don't mind seducing him. I then ran my fingers all over his naked chest and arms, making him moan and thrust up into me. He was trying to get my skirt off without me moving off of him, but that wasn't happening so I got off of him to take my skirt off.

Then he started to take of his pants and I stopped him cause I wanted to suck his length. I wanted to feel him thrusting into my mouth. I took as much of him as I could, trying hard to deep throat him, but also using my hands to work with my mouth in an up and down motion. I could hear him moaning, so I knew he was enjoying it. By now I noticed a couple of people in the room.

I was then a little shy cause I wasn't sure I wanted them watching this.

He then stopped me and kissed me, then pushed me onto my back.

He then started a trail of kisses to my softness, getting me wetter and wetter with the thought of him sucking my personal place to an orgasm. He took my waiting softness into his mouth and I just started moaning.

He knew how to swirl his tongue around my lips so that I would moan louder and louder. I managed to buck him off when the stimulation was too intense, I thought I was going to burst right then and there. I then pulled him up to me, and kissed him deeply, tasting myself on him. Smelling my softness juices all over his face, and I knew that I wanted to play him. So I asked him if he had a condom cause I wanted to play him right now.

To which he said yeah, and then he laid me back down, took his hands and pinned my hips to the bed so that I couldn't pull him off of me again, and he went down on me again. This time I didn't care how loud I got, nor did I care how many people where in there. I was loving giving them a show. The fact that I was a live porn show just made me want to be as loud as I could, and it made me want to make sure he was having as much fun as I was.

I was moaning and screaming out oh yeah, oh yeah, and I tried to get him to stop cause it was so intense, but he wouldn't let go of my hips.

Not until he made me cum all over his face. So he pushed me over the edge with his tongue. Finally releasing my hips so that he could put his length in me. He grabbed my legs and bent my knees so my legs where between us when he thrust into me.

He then grabbed me and pulled me over on top of him.

I then started pounding my body into his. Kissing him between thrusts. When I would get tired he would then grab my hips and lift me up onto him a little and then thrust at me from the bottom. It was a position I hadn't tried before, so it was a major turn on. The angle and his size made that make me even wetter. It was such a turn on trying a new position especially with the people watching. By now the couches were full, and I could see them watching me. I then got louder letting them enjoy the show we where giving. I found out later that they where jerking each other off watching me.

Listening to me moan and him moan. Wishing they where him playing me. I couldn't tell how close he was, but I could tell he was enjoying himself as much as I was enjoying it. He then lifted up my bra enough to play with my nipples. He took them into his mouth, and left my bra so when I was playing him I could feel my nipples rubbing on his chest.

He then could tell I was getting tired so he flipped me back over, bent down and kissed me again. I could see the other people in there now. Wherever there was room I could see people sitting, standing, and watching. I could also see his body glistening with sweat. I wanted so bad to make him cum, I wanted the power trip it gives me when I can make a guy cum. So I whispered to him, you made me cum, now it is my turn. He smiled at me then, a seductive sly smile, that said okay you ready for this. So he grabbed my hips and started thrusting into me with all the force he had. It began to hurt yet it was a pleasure and pain thing all the same. I could tell he was getting close. His moans became more intense, and his body was getting tense. I loved the fact that he was going to cum and I was part of that. I loved that there were all these people just watching, waiting for the same thing I was. I just wish he had been there, so he could have played me afterwards. That was the thought that kept reoccurring, I also kept thinking if he was watching he would so be enjoying this. I realized he was almost ready to cum deep inside my softness, his thrusts got harder faster, and more intense. He was like a tightly wound spring ready to snap. Then I felt his body shudder, and I saw him relax. I could tell he really enjoyed himself, cause after he came, he crawled up next to me and just ran his fingers all over my naked flesh.

I could see all these people watching waiting to see what we did next. We just sat there and basked in the after glow of great sex, and the pleasure we gave each other. Then we where kicked out of the room so the next couple could have fun, and I was giddy with the thought of doing him again or maybe some other guy there. Yet as I stumbled out of the room, they showed up and said they where ready to leave. I was like okay, but I was thinking damn it things are just getting started. I was also thinking why did I say I would do stuff with them, they really don't do anything for me for a number of reasons. If we leave now then I can use it as on out for not playing. So I said goodbye to Rod, wondering if I would ever get to come and play with him again. Or anyone at that club for that matter.

I went out to the car and tried to see if they wanted to talk about the whole evening, but they just gave me the cold shoulder. So I had time to think, and I realized how much fun I had, not just with the sex, but the whole experience. Wishing for him to come home so that he could go and have fun with me. I kept asking myself this question though, would I go again. Could I go and not have to worry about getting nervous over it being my first time.

Could I go without him again. Would I go by myself or with them. These and others are questions that continuously go through my head, yet I still have no answers. Stay tuned for next time..............